网人

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i can smell the blood and it stinks.
the sheets that never dried.
a clock that ticked too loud.
my white fingers kept feeling for red stitches in the black darkness.

late
nights,

hate-
fights

don't
know

won't
go

hear the screams and they won't let me go.
crickets chirping in the dark.
the buzz of the wires.
a flicker too bright.

feel the sharpness yet i don't feel the pain.
i'm eating myself up from the inside
numb
don't know where to go

stabbing the paper in blank verse